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Name: Nick
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Birthday: 12/24/1983


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Friday, September 22, 2006

Currently Listening
Nothing Left to Lose
By Mat Kearney
This is How I Say
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A Statement about LOYALTY.

 

"Life is predicted by unforeseen circumstances."

Loyalty

noun 1: the quality of being loyal 2: feelings of allegiance 3: the act of binding yourself (intellectually or emotionally) to a course of action [syn: commitment, allegiance, dedication]   (dictionary.com)

 

Within the past few weeks my sister's husband, who shall remain anonymous (Rob Zenner), was caught in over a year lie. He was committing adultery while being married to my sister. You have no idea how much this infuriates me.

What makes Nick Gray madder than anything is the fact that he has embarrassed my family beyond belief. And let me tell you, if you hurt my family or come after them, you better get ready for the wrath.

Rob lied and lied to cover up another lie. He moved into a FAKE friends apartment when he was really living with his new lover. He was going to school in Weatherford 4 days a week while my sister was at their house in Yukon. I just don't understand how somebody can do something like this. I believe they call it a sociopath, and if you think you can (or have) pulled something like this off, then I hope they make it so you can't have kids someday because you don't deserve to spread that gene. NO Remorse. No apology from Rob. No conscience. No soul. He is but an empty shell. Which really is sad. No eye contact. No facial expression. On the phone with his psychologist the whole time he was moving things out of that house in Yukon which my parents bought for them. He very much resembled what a serial killer looked like right after they were caught.  

He made what seemed like a good marriage and a good mesh of 2 families look like a freaking Jerry Springer Episode due to his extremely less than self-controlled mother. Here are just a few quotes from his mother.

"He is bi-polar. He needs 2 lovers..."

"He is a sick boy."

Need anymore proof? Ladies and Gentleman, I could write a novel..

I am not trying to say woe is my family though we did pretty much get raked over, and I feel AWEFUL for my sister who has done nothing but try to make their marriage work. But Rob was in a position to prevent all this by simply saying, "You know what, I better not..." But he made his choice, turning my sister and my family into an Oklahoma Divorce statistic. Rob, you did not just hurt my sister. You hurt my entire FAMILY of which you were NEVER worthy of joining. I hope you read this and are completely embarrassed, because I'm pretty sure that you are not even close to as much as you have embarrassed my family. I guess you never know who you are hurting when you can't practice just the slightest bit of self-control, huh?

"It's good to be back, Lloyd." Is that Rob's Myspace says. Check it out: http://www.myspace.com/zenmasterflex  

Keep talking your psychologist Rob because your mom was right. You are a SICK boy.

 

(Shortly after this was posted on myspace he deleted me as a friend and made his profile not public. You think this is unethical? Don't mess with my family..)

Copyright NICK GRAY 2006. All Rights Reserved.


Sunday, August 20, 2006


Tuesday, August 08, 2006

I had an awesome Weekend!

And I can't wait until NEXT weekend! ;o)

And no thats not Talequah..


Friday, August 04, 2006

Currently Listening
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By Damien Rice
The whole freaking CD is Amazing!
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Best vs. Worst?

I was begining to think that this was a horrible week, but I cant decide. I always have had the ability to see the best in bad situations and/or see hindsight generally clearly. But what a curve ball this week has thrown. And for those of you that think you know what I am talking about, thats not conpletely it. And, no I am not going to talk about that, because people have feelings. This has been a very good/bad week. Good for hindsight. Bad for the chemicals in my head. Are you confused yet? So am I! 

Communication:

Let me say something about communicating. If you can't communicate with yourself, you can't communicate with others. Simple. Referr to some of my previous posts on this. Its pretty insightful. I will write more later.

I think I am selling my truck soon. I need a bigger ride. Plus my truck broke down this week. Figures with this week, huh? And I JUST payed it off. Ahwell, getting a new car is so fun, but going into debt is not. This is what I want:

This describes my mood right now...

(This painting is also on my wall in my room. I love it. I can't look away. I like strange art.)

Saw this with the boys in Brickton tonight. Great movie! And I saw a ton of people I knew there. Strange..

Don't even get me started. What a waste.

-Good night.

 

 

 


Wednesday, August 02, 2006

"Hi SigmanuNICK44! It's been 597 (wow, that's a big number) days since you joined Xanga... won't you support us by going Premium?"

No Xanga I will not so quit bothering me!

Xanga is dead but jaggers insists on keeping it alive...

A 50 cent piece. My last shread of dignity from the Casino tonight.

Don't bother me about the time this was posted. I CAN'T SLEEP!



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